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Ebel Yong
22years old
1.7m, 52kg
17th Jan 1987[Birthday]
4th June 2006[Spiritual]
Believes that waiting will creates miracle
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a young adult
Ebel Yong
22years old
1.7m, 52kg
17th Jan 1987[Birthday]
4th June 2006[Spiritual]
Believes that waiting will creates miracle
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
Unhappy. Still feeling upset recently.. About.. Life I guess.
Been very down. Been crying like a cry baby. Edmund's issue, we didn't call it an end. Right now, I don't know what's the status now. But after a big cry(at last) I felt so much better. But still, don't know what's my next step. I don't like to see the him right now.. Everyday, just wasting his time.. I really don't know what to do to make things better.
We did try to get back, but I just felt that, he's still the same he. Didn't give much support with the things I do. Those pains right now, is just like how bad it was, when Terence left me.
Caught in the middle, not knowing where to go, what to do. Trying to find things to make myself busy. Go out with friends till late, so that when the moment I get home, I will just sleep, and "charge my battery" for the next day.. All these been going on for the past 1week. And right now, I'm really tired..
Was on break today with one of my workmate. Talking about family, which she started the topic. She start talking about "grandma loves.." and for a moment, my mind went blank.. Memories just starting to flood back.. And I realised, I lost my grandma back then..
Its been really awhile since I last pay my respect to her. When will be the next time that I can afford to do that? And will I cry like what I did back then when I been there?
I dont know what am I typing right now.. My mind total went blank...
I'm tired. I hope I be able to sleep..
Its really been awhile..
Happy be-lated Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Been busy I guess. Sales is everywhere. So dead tired. Especially Christmas that week. Only off on Christmas. As for New Year, off on Eve and New Year Day. And off again tomorrow.
I guess, life's being good. Just get my hair color done. Well, it contains.. 4different color. Oh well. Manage to sit there for close to 4hours without moving my BUTT.. It really kill. =( I swear, no more next time. Anyway, after sitting there for so long, the color turn out only manage to see 1color. Damn sad. But still ok lah..
How I ended my 2009 was a damn great thing. A news broke out to me on 31st Dec. THEY FINALLY DO SOMETHING! Can't talk much about it though, but I'm freaking happy with the way they end my 2009.. HAHA..
Anyway, went Dbl O on Eve, didn't really have much fun. It was pack, ultra pack. Hot, and everywhere you go, people vomited, drunk, pushing around. Gosh.. I didn't expect that its so pack! If I know, I would have go somewhere else..
right now, I would say that somehow or rather, my life is in a mess. A big mess. Not knowing what I want still. And this simply just suck big time.. Should I go for it? Or should I remain the way I am? OMG.. Its making me so sick, and tired somehow or rather. Feel like giving up everything. And restart all over again. Just like playing game......
I wish I could, but I know, whatever I face now, I gonna have a solution.. And right now, the solution is.....
I don't know.
Perhaps, someday I will know..
I'm so tired suddenly..
I don't know what's on my mind right now. Is like 2009 ending soon.. And what I've actually been doing? Wasting away all time that I have for the past 1month. Seriously, I guess, I'm just having too much fun.
Relationship with Edmund? Yeah, we end it. Or perhaps I was he one who end it. I guess, even if there's a turning back, I won't go back. Because of the things that we said to each other, really nasty, painful, and it simply sucks.
I would say, those time that I spent with him for the past 10months, I really enjoy myself. (other then those time that we quarrel.) We do things together. Meet up almost every day.. Not getting sick of him. Remembering that the time whereby he asked me to be his GF at Mac, Tampines. Shouting so loud to make me feel embarrassed in front of my friends. Haha..
To the first time that we quarrel.. Those sucky words that I tell him off.. Till the last one.. Which eventually he did sincerly asking for forgiveness.. I felt it, I'm touch by it.. But things just won't be the same..
He's no longer the Edmund I know. Drinking and wasting him life. No goal for him to goal for.. I just feel bad, that maybe I ruin his life. Or perhaps, he knows what FUN means.. He detest me going clubbing, drinking. But he's doing it righht now.
Sigh.
Right now, other then the recent one. That very friday that I got myself dead drunk. Totally lay flat at Double O. I'm glad that my friends were there for me.. To help me up.. But eventually, it was my Bro, and his friends that carry me home. I felt so sucky after that.
Why am I doing all these to myself? Why am I hurting myself? Is this what I really want?
I'm happy not about the break up. At least I'm starting to see a wider vision of my life. But I'm still goal-less.. I guess... I need some sense of direction in my life..
I'm glad that some friends of mine, manage to share with me the things that's going on with them.. What are the things that went wrong for them, and how they manage to pull thru it..
Right now, I hope that, 2010 will be good for me.. I know it will be... (:
A wink... 2009 ending so soon..
I'm tired suddenly.. Simply, everything..
Moodless with doing things, no intention of going anywhere. Not even to club, drink, coffee session, and even work. So much things are running around my head, but seriously, I've no idea what am I thinking.
About relationship? About career? About life?
Perhaps..
I just wanna stop thinking, and making everything ok back again. But sometimes, all these emotions are taking over me. And I can't help but think again. But till now, nothing come into conclusion..
I wish I can stop everything.. And go back to the happy Ebel that everyone see.. Like what my friend shared, "whenever someone tried to be very happy, keep laughing all that, eventually, at the end of the day, that person will get very emotional. Because, finally the mind stop, and think..."
Right now, I'm trying my best, not to think of anything.. Anymore..
Christmas is coming...
I've been reading Terrance's blog. And realise, perhaps I should have one wishlist too.. Will someone bless me with that!? (:
1) Someone gonna bless me with a trip to Sanui Beach Resort & Spa. It's at Thailand!
2) Gucci Sunglasses (238145 J0740 2310)
3) Gucci bage (229850 FU49R 1000 or 211975 FAF4X 9769)
4) Gucci watch (238145 J0740 2310)
5) Omnia Pro / Blackberry
6) More Midnight Mimosa (though I've just purchased 8bottles of it from ebay, but Victoria Secret already discountine it! I need to stock up!)
7) More CASH! I'm planning of Europe trip in 2011!
8) More Kino vouchers! So I can shop at there till I drop!
9) A Christmas tree at home. Its been awhile since I've seen Christmas tree at home. I guess I can only recall it when I was youung. :(
10) Everyone to be happy!
Right now, I don't want all these.. I just want someone to be there for me, to make me happy....
-edited on 0018hr 17th Dec09
Finally.. At last.. I'm feeling tired..
I don't know why am I feeling so tired this entire week. I guess is due to the VM changes. Its a major one. Being busy for the past 3days.. Lucky I'm on off tomorrow! (:
The VM change actually for other stores not much changes, for Hougang, the Rubi's sections and the ladies sections gonna swap, sales wall as well.. Its hell tiring. And worst, racks being shifted as well.. Have guide line to follow, eventually, someone in the store ain't following the guide line that being past down..
I really hate it whereby I have to be the one doing all the changes.. Did a floor plan for that person, including writting down the sections of how the VMs go, but eventually that person still made mistake with it. Ended up, I gonna be the one doing it.. Over again..
Did the Men's VM on Wednesday, all by myself. Gone thru with that person on Wednesday evening, eventually today when I step into the store, the VM still the same. Other then the fixtures being swap, the rest of the walls for ladies, is how I look like when I left the store on Tuesday night.
It really disappoint me.
Moreover I added more staffs for that person, but task not being done. Is it because its too hard to understand? Or simply that person doesn't have any sense of urgency? Or simply don't care?
I don't know.. Didn't have a chance to talk to that person, perhaps another day. Most likely I gonna see that person next week or so..
As for plan tomorrow, I guess, gonna get my hair cut. Meet my GF for coffee.. Talk about lifes, catching up with one another.. I've so much things to do, and I've no time!!
And I'm really really tired.. I wish that my off days are more.. So that I can rest more.. And I'm really looking forward for a holiday soon!!
Argh! I need a break!
Finally I feel like typing..
Recently been on those "ok terms.." Well, not always the case that I only blog about those unhappy things, although recently been thru lotsa shits.
Well, finally manage to draw a line within us. And we manage to clear things up(I hope) and yeah, till the extend that friends also can't be. I guess, things will be better in this way. Whatever gonna happen next, I believe, I shouldn't be blame. Because there isn't a need for me to be pointing finger at.. Pushing all those faults to me.
Perhaps, part of it, might be my fault. For unable to forgive him. Those friends that we have in common, keep telling me forgive him, cause he really had change. But to me, whats the point? Whereby the previous time when we quarrel till that bad, he should have change. Not until now..
He's ruining his life right now, and I know. I feel bad to make him the way he is now. But is that anything I can do? I did forgive him, but the fact is that we can't get together anymore.. He did touch me with the efforts that he put in, (I'm still a human, I still have feelings..) but there will still be scars around. How can I forget about those things that hurt me so badly back then?
Call me a loser that don't even bother to try. But like what one of my bud shared, women always bear grudges. Yes I agreed. But, I guess, those emotional hurts that I've suffered, makes me tired.. And make me don't want to try anymore..
Its 1st Dec right now.. I've been playing for the past 1month or so.. Party, drinking, all sorts of things that make me "escape" for that moment. At least right now, I get to do all sort of things I always love to do. Been clubbing once a week, drinking whenever I could(but not to the extend that I get drunk.) coffee session with my friends that I seldom contact.. Doing catch up with them.. And right now, waiting for the best time to get myself tanned.
These are all the things that I always love to do. People always say, "a leopard never change its spot" which I agreed. Though he always keep pressing me down in every single way, after we broke up, I'm still back to the way I am, the way that I used to be..
Bro being worried about ruining myself and gettiing to waste those money that I shouldn't be spending, or whatever stupid things that I can do. But eventually, I'm still here, breathing, and doing well.. At least, I still cherish my own life.. But certain people doesn't.. Oh well, they might as well give their lifes to those who struggle to survive... Why, in the world, its never fair?
I finally get tired of having to play almost everyday.. Right now, I just hope that I will sleep well and eat well.. Recently being taking to little food till the extend that I feel that I've lost weight.. (eventually I think I didn't..)
And its close to 2am now, I guess I gonna go sleep.. Good night world..
Everyone been asking "Hey Ebel, you alright?" Seriously I'm really fine. Just that I guess, a little too much of fun. Went drinking for 2days straight, clubbing on Saturdays.
Went Butter with Jo last night. The music was not really that nice compare to the previous time I went with Elina they all.. Wanted to go Dbl O, but too late to choose. Well, at least I had fun last night.
Well, the previous time I update my blog, alot of friends somehow or rather contact me back. Seriously, I feel so bless that I have you guys as my friends. (: Especiall Belle.. Came all the way to Hougang just to give me a big hug. Thanks dear, you're really sweet. (:
I've nothing to do today, I guess, I gonna just take a nap and sleep. I'm super sleepy..
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Saturday, January 09, 2010 ( 1/09/2010 02:07:00 AM )
Unhappy. Still feeling upset recently.. About.. Life I guess.
Been very down. Been crying like a cry baby. Edmund's issue, we didn't call it an end. Right now, I don't know what's the status now. But after a big cry(at last) I felt so much better. But still, don't know what's my next step. I don't like to see the him right now.. Everyday, just wasting his time.. I really don't know what to do to make things better.
We did try to get back, but I just felt that, he's still the same he. Didn't give much support with the things I do. Those pains right now, is just like how bad it was, when Terence left me.
Caught in the middle, not knowing where to go, what to do. Trying to find things to make myself busy. Go out with friends till late, so that when the moment I get home, I will just sleep, and "charge my battery" for the next day.. All these been going on for the past 1week. And right now, I'm really tired..
Was on break today with one of my workmate. Talking about family, which she started the topic. She start talking about "grandma loves.." and for a moment, my mind went blank.. Memories just starting to flood back.. And I realised, I lost my grandma back then..
Its been really awhile since I last pay my respect to her. When will be the next time that I can afford to do that? And will I cry like what I did back then when I been there?
I dont know what am I typing right now.. My mind total went blank...
I'm tired. I hope I be able to sleep..
{/ --
Monday, January 04, 2010 ( 1/04/2010 01:18:00 AM )
Its really been awhile..
Happy be-lated Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
Been busy I guess. Sales is everywhere. So dead tired. Especially Christmas that week. Only off on Christmas. As for New Year, off on Eve and New Year Day. And off again tomorrow.
I guess, life's being good. Just get my hair color done. Well, it contains.. 4different color. Oh well. Manage to sit there for close to 4hours without moving my BUTT.. It really kill. =( I swear, no more next time. Anyway, after sitting there for so long, the color turn out only manage to see 1color. Damn sad. But still ok lah..
How I ended my 2009 was a damn great thing. A news broke out to me on 31st Dec. THEY FINALLY DO SOMETHING! Can't talk much about it though, but I'm freaking happy with the way they end my 2009.. HAHA..
Anyway, went Dbl O on Eve, didn't really have much fun. It was pack, ultra pack. Hot, and everywhere you go, people vomited, drunk, pushing around. Gosh.. I didn't expect that its so pack! If I know, I would have go somewhere else..
right now, I would say that somehow or rather, my life is in a mess. A big mess. Not knowing what I want still. And this simply just suck big time.. Should I go for it? Or should I remain the way I am? OMG.. Its making me so sick, and tired somehow or rather. Feel like giving up everything. And restart all over again. Just like playing game......
I wish I could, but I know, whatever I face now, I gonna have a solution.. And right now, the solution is.....
I don't know.
Perhaps, someday I will know..
{/ --
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 ( 12/16/2009 11:55:00 PM )
I'm so tired suddenly..
I don't know what's on my mind right now. Is like 2009 ending soon.. And what I've actually been doing? Wasting away all time that I have for the past 1month. Seriously, I guess, I'm just having too much fun.
Relationship with Edmund? Yeah, we end it. Or perhaps I was he one who end it. I guess, even if there's a turning back, I won't go back. Because of the things that we said to each other, really nasty, painful, and it simply sucks.
I would say, those time that I spent with him for the past 10months, I really enjoy myself. (other then those time that we quarrel.) We do things together. Meet up almost every day.. Not getting sick of him. Remembering that the time whereby he asked me to be his GF at Mac, Tampines. Shouting so loud to make me feel embarrassed in front of my friends. Haha..
To the first time that we quarrel.. Those sucky words that I tell him off.. Till the last one.. Which eventually he did sincerly asking for forgiveness.. I felt it, I'm touch by it.. But things just won't be the same..
He's no longer the Edmund I know. Drinking and wasting him life. No goal for him to goal for.. I just feel bad, that maybe I ruin his life. Or perhaps, he knows what FUN means.. He detest me going clubbing, drinking. But he's doing it righht now.
Sigh.
Right now, other then the recent one. That very friday that I got myself dead drunk. Totally lay flat at Double O. I'm glad that my friends were there for me.. To help me up.. But eventually, it was my Bro, and his friends that carry me home. I felt so sucky after that.
Why am I doing all these to myself? Why am I hurting myself? Is this what I really want?
I'm happy not about the break up. At least I'm starting to see a wider vision of my life. But I'm still goal-less.. I guess... I need some sense of direction in my life..
I'm glad that some friends of mine, manage to share with me the things that's going on with them.. What are the things that went wrong for them, and how they manage to pull thru it..
Right now, I hope that, 2010 will be good for me.. I know it will be... (:
{/ --
( 12/16/2009 03:31:00 PM )
A wink... 2009 ending so soon..
{/ --
Tuesday, December 08, 2009 ( 12/08/2009 01:20:00 AM )
I'm tired suddenly.. Simply, everything..
Moodless with doing things, no intention of going anywhere. Not even to club, drink, coffee session, and even work. So much things are running around my head, but seriously, I've no idea what am I thinking.
About relationship? About career? About life?
Perhaps..
I just wanna stop thinking, and making everything ok back again. But sometimes, all these emotions are taking over me. And I can't help but think again. But till now, nothing come into conclusion..
I wish I can stop everything.. And go back to the happy Ebel that everyone see.. Like what my friend shared, "whenever someone tried to be very happy, keep laughing all that, eventually, at the end of the day, that person will get very emotional. Because, finally the mind stop, and think..."
Right now, I'm trying my best, not to think of anything.. Anymore..
{/ --
Friday, December 04, 2009 ( 12/04/2009 03:22:00 AM )
Christmas is coming...
I've been reading Terrance's blog. And realise, perhaps I should have one wishlist too.. Will someone bless me with that!? (:
2) Gucci Sunglasses (238145 J0740 2310)
3) Gucci bage (229850 FU49R 1000 or 211975 FAF4X 9769)
4) Gucci watch (238145 J0740 2310)
5) Omnia Pro / Blackberry
6) More Midnight Mimosa (though I've just purchased 8bottles of it from ebay, but Victoria Secret already discountine it! I need to stock up!)
7) More CASH! I'm planning of Europe trip in 2011!
8) More Kino vouchers! So I can shop at there till I drop!
9) A Christmas tree at home. Its been awhile since I've seen Christmas tree at home. I guess I can only recall it when I was youung. :(
10) Everyone to be happy!
Right now, I don't want all these.. I just want someone to be there for me, to make me happy....
-edited on 0018hr 17th Dec09
{/ --
( 12/04/2009 03:09:00 AM )
Finally.. At last.. I'm feeling tired..
I don't know why am I feeling so tired this entire week. I guess is due to the VM changes. Its a major one. Being busy for the past 3days.. Lucky I'm on off tomorrow! (:
The VM change actually for other stores not much changes, for Hougang, the Rubi's sections and the ladies sections gonna swap, sales wall as well.. Its hell tiring. And worst, racks being shifted as well.. Have guide line to follow, eventually, someone in the store ain't following the guide line that being past down..
I really hate it whereby I have to be the one doing all the changes.. Did a floor plan for that person, including writting down the sections of how the VMs go, but eventually that person still made mistake with it. Ended up, I gonna be the one doing it.. Over again..
Did the Men's VM on Wednesday, all by myself. Gone thru with that person on Wednesday evening, eventually today when I step into the store, the VM still the same. Other then the fixtures being swap, the rest of the walls for ladies, is how I look like when I left the store on Tuesday night.
It really disappoint me.
Moreover I added more staffs for that person, but task not being done. Is it because its too hard to understand? Or simply that person doesn't have any sense of urgency? Or simply don't care?
I don't know.. Didn't have a chance to talk to that person, perhaps another day. Most likely I gonna see that person next week or so..
As for plan tomorrow, I guess, gonna get my hair cut. Meet my GF for coffee.. Talk about lifes, catching up with one another.. I've so much things to do, and I've no time!!
And I'm really really tired.. I wish that my off days are more.. So that I can rest more.. And I'm really looking forward for a holiday soon!!
Argh! I need a break!
{/ --
Wednesday, December 02, 2009 ( 12/02/2009 01:24:00 AM )
Finally I feel like typing..
Recently been on those "ok terms.." Well, not always the case that I only blog about those unhappy things, although recently been thru lotsa shits.
Well, finally manage to draw a line within us. And we manage to clear things up(I hope) and yeah, till the extend that friends also can't be. I guess, things will be better in this way. Whatever gonna happen next, I believe, I shouldn't be blame. Because there isn't a need for me to be pointing finger at.. Pushing all those faults to me.
Perhaps, part of it, might be my fault. For unable to forgive him. Those friends that we have in common, keep telling me forgive him, cause he really had change. But to me, whats the point? Whereby the previous time when we quarrel till that bad, he should have change. Not until now..
He's ruining his life right now, and I know. I feel bad to make him the way he is now. But is that anything I can do? I did forgive him, but the fact is that we can't get together anymore.. He did touch me with the efforts that he put in, (I'm still a human, I still have feelings..) but there will still be scars around. How can I forget about those things that hurt me so badly back then?
Call me a loser that don't even bother to try. But like what one of my bud shared, women always bear grudges. Yes I agreed. But, I guess, those emotional hurts that I've suffered, makes me tired.. And make me don't want to try anymore..
Its 1st Dec right now.. I've been playing for the past 1month or so.. Party, drinking, all sorts of things that make me "escape" for that moment. At least right now, I get to do all sort of things I always love to do. Been clubbing once a week, drinking whenever I could(but not to the extend that I get drunk.) coffee session with my friends that I seldom contact.. Doing catch up with them.. And right now, waiting for the best time to get myself tanned.
These are all the things that I always love to do. People always say, "a leopard never change its spot" which I agreed. Though he always keep pressing me down in every single way, after we broke up, I'm still back to the way I am, the way that I used to be..
Bro being worried about ruining myself and gettiing to waste those money that I shouldn't be spending, or whatever stupid things that I can do. But eventually, I'm still here, breathing, and doing well.. At least, I still cherish my own life.. But certain people doesn't.. Oh well, they might as well give their lifes to those who struggle to survive... Why, in the world, its never fair?
I finally get tired of having to play almost everyday.. Right now, I just hope that I will sleep well and eat well.. Recently being taking to little food till the extend that I feel that I've lost weight.. (eventually I think I didn't..)
And its close to 2am now, I guess I gonna go sleep.. Good night world..
{/ --
Sunday, November 15, 2009 ( 11/15/2009 01:52:00 PM )
Everyone been asking "Hey Ebel, you alright?" Seriously I'm really fine. Just that I guess, a little too much of fun. Went drinking for 2days straight, clubbing on Saturdays.
Went Butter with Jo last night. The music was not really that nice compare to the previous time I went with Elina they all.. Wanted to go Dbl O, but too late to choose. Well, at least I had fun last night.
Well, the previous time I update my blog, alot of friends somehow or rather contact me back. Seriously, I feel so bless that I have you guys as my friends. (: Especiall Belle.. Came all the way to Hougang just to give me a big hug. Thanks dear, you're really sweet. (:
I've nothing to do today, I guess, I gonna just take a nap and sleep. I'm super sleepy..
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Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
now playing
周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
(我都还记得)
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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my virtual barang
now playing
周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
(我都还记得)
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢